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this message will self-destruct or it should self-destruct because it’s not something that I really want to talk about But when I start having recurring dreams about things that um I I don’t I don’t necessarily want to dream about and then it keeps recurring I find that if I turn on the camera and I talk it out then I I can move on You know it helps me to move on In fact I’m already feeling it right now The fact the moment I pressed the record I felt myself moving on cuz um this started last week last week Um all right I will say that when I stopped smoking weed which is like a more than six weeks ago the first thing that happens is I start having a lot of dreams You know one reason for me smoking weed was I don’t dream or my dreams I don’t remember or I’m not affected by my dreams It’s like even if I dream I don’t remember the dream or I don’t care So it’s like I didn’t even dream But when I don’t smoke weed or when I stop smoking weed I start getting hit with intense dreams Now my experience is that I just go through it for like a couple of weeks and then I I I adapt The dreams stay intense but I can adapt to it Like I can start handling I can start navigating dreams and you know pretty much I’m I’m I’m got it down right now Like um it’s not as intense as before but this is a certain topic that I want to discuss right because it’s like in my face in my dreams and now it’s in my face in my real life right So one of the scary dreams I had maybe a couple of weeks ago to the point where I said I told my girlfriend about the dream you know and I usually don’t do that right But because it was so scary I told her about it just to see what she would say and maybe what it maybe by you know her response would help me to to deal with it But she didn’t even respond she just didn’t respond at all Right So I was I had this dream maybe two or three weeks ago whereas or two weeks ago whereas all the people who were all the American people who were close to me were here at this house and you know it’s a long dream like they ended up here at this house and they were all trying to keep me down they’re all trying to destroy me or beat me or you know get rid of me It’s like it was a it was like a you know it was them against me basically So um once I realized this and I could and I and I and and they had me to a point where like I was laying on the ground naked barely dragging myself across the ground I was like damn near almost dead basically you know cuz it was just like five people in the room my girlfriend and some other you know government person and you know and I crawl up the stairs you know up the stairs and I got to the top the upstairs floor and there was a white guy there sitting in a chair and I go “Who the fuck are you What are you doing in my house?” And then he runs downstairs So now I’m upstairs and all of them are downstairs and it’s like now they’re like getting all these things to come get me Like so you know it’s a dream right But the thing is that now that I’m upstairs and they’re downstairs and they’re coming to get me the moment I step outside and I get outside the door I’m free right The whole point is that I got to get out of that get out of the house for them to lose Right So the moment I step outside the house I scream out to my cousin who lives across the street “Yo Gary.” Right And the moment he hears me he appears And as he he he appears and I see him um entering the house while I’m exiting the house And what I see is him as a reptilian as a reptilian alien being like a big ugly reptile And he’s like he’s ready to like just devour them you know destroy them just and I wake up right So when I wake up I’m like “God damn you know like the whole point of him being a reptile was the thing that bothered me right?” Like you know what I mean Like cuz I’ve seen that before Like I’ve exper I’ve seen that many times before like him being a reptile Like him you know when it comes to like you know him coming in as far as like to clean up or to like basically he’s the one that I call the cleanup once once a battle is over So once I beat a group of people or beat a whole city or once in fact I got I got a point where I I beat a whole you know I beat a whole city and he comes in as a a flying reptile and just like cleans up everything you know So he’s like the the cleanup man but when he comes in he comes in as a reptile and I and I kind of forgot about that until I had that dream and I like oh yeah the reptile So then you know so again um I’ve had this like recurring thing in my life whereas I had I had a physical experience here where my girlfriend was here and um she’s totally in fear and I’m totally in joy and we’re sitting on the balcony and I’m telling her no don’t worry about it man there’s a there’s a there’s a the next world is beautiful you know cuz I’m she’s like in fear of what’s going to happen next in the world and I’m like don’t worry about it it’s a beautiful world that’s coming next and I look at her and she’s looking at me like she’s looking at a reptile Like she’s completely terrified of what she’s seeing And I’m saying like I’m thinking “Oh she must she’s she’s seeing me like I’m some kind of reptile because of the fear that I see in her face right And that’s a physical experience that I’m having.” And the next day she was gone right She left without saying anything actually So then um all right see this is why I didn’t So this is like something that Okay so here’s the thing though right So I had this dream and then I told her about the dream and I was like you know I had this dream and that reptile thing showed up and then she didn’t respond and that her not responding tells me that that’s like you know it’s not resolved It’s not resolved Right now at some point I did define myself as to say that my level of joy is so great and so intense that someone who lives in fear when they look at me if they’re going to see me through a fearful lens they’re going to see something scary which is a reptile right Um but that’s a conceptual thing I don’t see myself as a reptile I’m just seeing myself as me as a human being But if someone is terrified of what I how I am or who I am or how I am being then they see a reptile And that’s a concept though That’s not like a actual thing that I I experience You know I’m always just me a nice handsome human being Now the other day so like a few days ago right I was like three or four days ago I was making a video about my cooking and there was a a little green lizard you know like lizards they’re you know they come in and out um here and there I don’t see them every day but I see them you know but there’s this little green lizards about this big of my my finger right And I said on the camera I said on the video you know I don’t mind lizards in the house They’re like my only house pet right I said that about that little lizard And then and then after that I’m I’m make I’m still making the video and the and the lizard catches a moth and I put the camera on the lizard say look at this lizard he’s catch he’s caught a moth right so that was like a three days ago now every time I go in the kitchen I see this little lizard like it it’s always there and it’s always coming close to me and always hanging out just right next to me like it’s it understood what I said right about the house pet thing so I started seeing the kitchen over and over again this is not normal Right Usually I see a lizard it hangs around and then it’s not there anymore And then like maybe a day later I’ll see a different lizard I don’t see the same one over and over and over and over again Right That doesn’t happen right But I keep seeing the same lizard over and over again in the kitchen And then I go downstairs yesterday and I see the lizard downstairs the same one And I see the lizard in my room downstairs right I come and then and I come back upstairs right Upstairs in a room upstairs And I see the same lizard So this lizard is like this little tiny green lizard is following me around the I’m seeing it all over right next to me ever since I declared that oh this is like a little house pet or I didn’t even say that was a house pet I said I see lizards as like the only house pet because they’re hanging around the house and I don’t mind but it’s like this little lizard is like always there now Like always follow me around right And I’m like what what’s going on You know this is this is this is kind of strange And then this morning I have another dream And the dream I had this morning is the reason I turn on the camera Plus something that happened when I when I I went into the bush today All right So So I this morning I had a dream right Whereas currently my my my way of life is that I’m very isolated There hasn’t been a guest in a very long time right Which I don’t mind right there there isn’t anyone coming here to say hello or h you know holler at me or basically I’m very very um delightfully alone right now right I’m I’m I’m loving it because again you know if I’m if it’s not that then I’m dealing with a lot of stuff if I have a lot of guests I’m very busy so like this is a a peak solo flow that’s that’s going on for me right now so the dream I had this morning was along with that going along with that narrative the narrative said that because I’m so isolated I’m So and I’m so content and I’m so joyful I’m so happy about my life and everything how everything is going even though I’m isolated Then again I don’t believe in outer space and I don’t believe in aliens and stuff like that Like because I don’t believe in outer space then automatically I don’t believe in like alien beings I just I know human I know human and I know animals right I know what I know and that’s all I know I don’t believe in like you know spaceships and aliens and stuff right But the dream I had this morning says because I was so isolated then it was time for me to get picked up in a spaceship by um alien beings right and the dream had a scenario where different different types of aliens were coming to check to see oh here’s a like basically they they would recognize that oh another being there’s a being over there so they would go over and check to see and basically the Put it this way The dream was that like let’s say four or five different types of aliens checked on me and the only one that said he’s one of us is the reptilian That’s the dream I had this morning Now I didn’t see any of these aliens I just saw their spaceships right So like like and and so basically the spaceship would come or or hang out and then it would go away And then the one that actually stayed to say “Okay yeah we’ll pick him up.” is because they are reptilians and I’m one of them right That’s the dream I had But I never saw any reptilians I just know that’s the dream said that’s what it is And so I woke up after that you know So I woke up and I’m like “Yeah right That reptile thing again.” But you see I made a um I made a video today with um AI right And AI was pointing out the fact that in my in my writings I talk about how male represents the lizard and female represents the bird right In my in this reality in this in the cockpit country you know cuz the the lizard is the seed of fear and it’s you know it makes sense as far as you know what what male and female represent Male is the lizard female is the bird and in the middle is the goat Right That’s those are the three things that exist here in these mountains And of course you know I’m male so a lizard is a reptile And basically you know so so then so then so then it’s just about me just accepting that right Just like that’s what it is Yeah Today when I was waiting for a video to upload I went for a walk and I went to a cockpit down the street from here So I’m sitting in this cockpit and I’m like well this is a spaceship you know So and then I would see like I saw like a closed pin I saw like little little things like very little things that represented like a human being living not living there but the existence of a human person So I started walking around the cockpit and just picking up anything that looks like it was left there by a human and throw it into the bush It was just a few things but I was just doing it and I just kept doing it And when I was done I was done I was sitting there I was like “Oh man I just cleared out every trace of human being from this cockpit you know like anything that represented human being I cleared it out from the cockpit.” And I felt like Repelli for doing that So it so what I’m saying here here is this right The only thing that’s real to me in my reality is reptiles cuz lizards exist and I and I and I’m perfectly comfortable with them in the house You know this the only thing that I allow in the house and I’m not bothered by it And in my philosophy the male is a lizard female is a bird So then it’s all about me just accepting the reptilian thing but not in a scary way you know right Not in a scary way And it’s it’s like the word reptilian is automatically scary you know Right Like it’s it’s like so that’s the issue here It’s like how can I accept a reptilian or reptile and then it not be scary Like it’s like um maybe I just have to accept it that way Like all right I’ll say this right Let’s just say that I fly a spaceship but in my spaceship I’m just me a handsome human being But anyone who is afraid of me being joyful and content with life you know me being in the space of true joy and and content Someone who’s afraid of that is not can’t see me can’t see me as a handsome human being They’re going to see through through the lens of them being afraid which they’re going to see a reptile And that’s unfortunate you know because um me saying that now is it’s it’s not even that they’re gonna is that’s what it is It’s not even about Ghana It’s what it is That’s what it is I just have to accept it and recognize it to move forward Right Yeah Cuz like it’s kind of like saying this morning when I had that dream I did get picked up and I am currently have my own spaceship as a reptilian but it’s only for those who are afraid of it Afraid of me And why would someone be afraid of me Well they’re afraid of themsel You know what I’m saying They’re afraid of what I represent They’re afraid of my philosophy They’re afraid of my programming my frequent I don’t like that word frequency It’s too limiting you know See but seeing a reptile means you’re going to see me do something awful you know because like I I can’t if I’m looking at a reptile it’s scary Like listen man It’s going to do something scary It’s going to do something that I’m scared of right A humansized reptile That’s what I’m saying a reptilian being like an actual alien reptilian being that flies a spaceship you know um if I’m doing anything let’s say that’s that’s joyful to me from someone who sees it in a fearful way they’re going to see me doing something that’s evil to them you know right So my joyful actions as a handsome human being to someone who’s afraid of me being what I am and how I am as far as joyful and peaceful and loving life to its to its like I’m content Right When I do things that are joyful from my perspective they’re seeing it as something that is scary from their perspective So like um you know I don’t even want to say any examples actually but yeah cuz that’s me looking at it from their point of view and I’m not you know trying to do that Yeah So okay you know um Okay Okay I got it now I have a little bit more I have more clarity I have more clarity So this message will self-destruct cuz yo Um I’m just you know I’m not even care You know you know what Now I don’t even care about if I dream another reptile reptilian dream now It doesn’t matter to me now if I dream it again because it’s it’s like the thing is I had that dream last week and it was upselling I didn’t want to dream that again And I had this dream this morning and I’m like wow Um but this morning’s dream wasn’t that bad It wasn’t scary or anything It’s just like oh oh okay Put it this way I’m not willing to accept that other forms of aliens exist but I’m okay with reptilian aliens cuz they actually are real Like lizards are real you know Um so so and I accept them in the house So if there is going to be such a thing as aliens then that’s the one that I accept Yeah