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two nights ago I sent a text message to my family in Florida now I haven’t done FaceTime with them in a couple of weeks and that’s that go that’s happened before whereas I stop calling and I wait to see they’re going to call me and they they don’t call me they don’t call me and that’s okay though i mean I don’t mind um and it’s happened like that in the past whereas if we ever do FaceTime it’s because I keep calling every single day and then what happens is I hear something that I don’t want to hear and I hang up and I I tell myself “Okay don’t call again but if they call me answer the phone.” And the call doesn’t come you know and I and I can say that’s fine so but we I do send a text message at least once a day sometimes I don’t get a response and sometimes I do so I sent a text message “Now what are you doing?” That’s usually what I sent two nights ago and um the reply was we’re we’re watching The Truman Show the movie The Truman Show so I have a 16-year-old son and I have a 23 year old son and their mom is Ulana she’s 40some and um they’re watching The Truman Show neither one of my sons has seen the movie so now The Truman Show is a really interesting movie and you know I would say as far as the top two movies that it that that relate to how I perceive reality The Truman Show and The Matrix movie are the two movies that that relate to how I perceive reality right so that was two nights ago with the Truman Show now today I had an experience whereas I had I I decided to apply the Truman Show narrative to the experience I had today and this is what I came up with right this is what came out so again I’m responding to the screen right the the Truman Show movie was not in my mind was not a part of me but once my family is sitting there and they’re sending me images of the the movie you know they’re sending me images of the movie that they’re watching in different parts you know my response today was to them was it’s kind man right true man is what I said and then I said “It’s kindergarten for holographic reality realization.” So the Truman Show is like going to kindergarten for holographic reality realization right that’s what And then like The Matrix movie you know the Matrix movie would represent like high school for holographic but remove See the thing about high school is you’re a teenager and you have less emotions you’re more aggressive so I would say the Matrix movie without all the fighting you know so remove the fighting and the anti the whole um battling and stuff from the Matrix movie just just delete all the fighting and all the the tension and just everything that’s left is like um now you graduate holographic reality realization and the rest of it is you have to experience it to the point where you you you agree within oneself oh yeah this is a hologram for sure right but they’re watching the Truman show two nights ago now my family in their current state none of them um you know has agreed with me in the way I see reality right they perhaps agree with me but they haven’t confirmed to me that they agree with me and that’s okay um you know I mean nobody needs to agree with me actually it wouldn’t make any sense the way I see reality only I need to agree with me for everything to work perfect right so today now a cousin of mine who actually my neighbors who farm here you know they’re are older men and I have a cousin and he’s probably in his 30s and he has a baby right which is about one year old so his baby is the youngest um bloodline of our bloodline is the youngest you know as far as I know he’s the youngest and I really enjoy his presence i like when he comes around but they live in Oos which is about two and a half hours drive from here it’s a long drive let’s call it three hours drive from here right and they live in Oraos and one thing I like about where he lives is they have ocean view right they have ocean view so that’s all I need to know to know that yeah that’s a good life right his current he’s he’s done lots of jobs he’s done construction he’s been a chef his current um occupation is customizing cars you know like hooking up cars with like lights and you know it’s it’s kind of a a fun fun neat job to have and he’s he’s doing it independently like a freelance so then he has a lot of time to raise his son which is what he really wants to do so So he he came he he doesn’t come very often to visit right he probably shows up once every four months you know once every three or four months he comes to visit and the last time he came he didn’t Well yeah he did bring I think he did bring the son so like he would bring today he came with his family his him his baby his his woman and she has a daughter so all four of them arrive in his car usually he doesn’t he doesn’t drive his car here he leaves the car because he has a sports car right and he leaves the car in the city and takes the taxi here because the roads are bad so he drove his car here and and so he showed up fully like the way he showed up today was like to me is like fully fully full mode you know not not half mode not quarter mode full mode him his whole family and his car it’s just like this is his whole entire life showed up today right now so we’re hanging out and here’s what happened so I said to him “Oh yeah he was about to leave right?” So after we’re hanging out for a while he was about to leave and I asked him “Oh you get rain.” Now listen as far as the way I perceive reality he’s on the same level or even a little bit a little bit ahead but the thing is that I talk about it he doesn’t talk about it right he just knows it internally so as far as for instance um the reality being a spiral right i he knew that and he taught that to me right so that’s an example whereas but he didn’t tell it to me like in words he walked he he showed me by walking up a spiral and stuff like that so there’s things that I have learned from him about how reality works but it’s not because he tells it to me it’s because he shows me by experience right so So then he is here today and um he’s about to leave and I said to him you know you get rain you got rain down there he said “It hasn’t rained in three months.” Now that’s that sounds crazy to me that’s like “It hasn’t rained in three months.” Right now he watches my YouTube channel right so he says “It hasn’t rained in three months but this morning it rained and I think it’s because I decided to come up here.” Right so he’s saying that if he didn’t decide to come up here it wouldn’t have rained right so now he’s aware that you know it’s been raining here like this is the fourth day of rain even last night was rain for hours now so now I I’m applying so him him saying three months of no rain is like I find it hard to believe like I tried to like experience that in my in my spirit and I’m like nah there’s no way right cuz like I wasn’t having that experience here so that’s when I realized this you know this narrative about a drought i’m starting to not believe it just from what he said right because not only is he saying it didn’t rain it hasn’t rained for three months but it only rained this morning when he decided to come up here and you know recently in the last four days ago I decided to make it rain right by doing certain things actually how I make it rain I pile up spell on top of spell on top of spell about rain and then the rain falls because it has no choice right the first spell was plant seeds on the mountain top pumpkin seeds on the mountain top that’s the first spell the second spell was um tears of joy you know another spell was I went into the cave I danced till I got sweaty i took my shirt off and I dipped myself in the cave pool and I washed myself i’ve never done nothing like that before and I did it on video right so that’s another spell so it’s like spell on top of spell on top of spell and then the rain falls because it’s just too much just like one spell alone doesn’t work but you pile them up you know you have like 20 spells going 15 of them got to run right so but all the spells I’m running is for rain to fall but why because about four weeks ago right four weeks ago I started hearing on the internet starts telling me “Oh there’s a drought right?” And I start believing it i see them show the dam and how the dam in Kingston is empty and you know so I’m seeing all these videos about a drought now until my cousin said to me today that it hasn’t rained for 3 months I now realized that listen man I wasn’t the the drought didn’t start for me until I heard about it on the screen so before I heard about that there’s a drought on the screen everything was fine here right rain was coming it wasn’t as much as it should be but it wasn’t a problem you know we at least it rained at least three times a week or two times a week which is enough for the farm like the farm is doing great and but it stopped doing great once the internet told me that there’s a drought the rain stopped falling right and the rain didn’t fall for like three weeks and that’s when I decided oh no I can’t I can’t be having my stuff in the ground you know burn up so I’m going to go ahead and make it rain because I know how to do that right and I did that and the next day it rained and it’s been raining for four days straight so it’s been raining for four days straight and my cousin says “Well he decides to come up here and then it rained for him down in O Rios.” So I’m like after three months though like no no so then I was like okay you know what i’m gonna apply the Truman Show to this i’m apply the Truman so what does the Truman Show say the Truman Show says right there’s three different choices I have as far as what I want to choose what is this reality choice number one everything I see on the screen is true that’s the default right that’s where I was three weeks ago right when I saw it I’m like “Oh man there’s a drug oh shit.” See when I believe it that’s what happens the rain stops falling for me for three weeks until I decide no no I’m going to go ahead and make it rain right so so then the reality number two is anything I see on the screen doesn’t exist and if I stop paying attention to the screen whatever I’m seeing on the screen just becomes something it’s is trans it moves away from the screen let’s say I stop using the internet right then whatever it is that I’m seeing now becomes a part of my physical reality so instead of a story being on my screen it becomes a story in my physical reality and I get to interact with it in that sense and I you know what I’ve been there before whereas I just I decided to put it down i put down the computer for a few months or Yeah a few months that was wild right and actually the electricity shut off so I didn’t have electricity so I’m existing in a reality where I can’t afford to pay the electricity but I’m choosing not to just because I want to experience everything in my physical reality and there’s nothing on the screen that I’m giving attention to and it it’s very very interesting that life is very interesting right so that’s the reality number two real the choice number no choice number one everything is true and if I believe it it’s going to affect me right number two none of it is true it doesn’t even exist it doesn’t even exist which means put it away number three the world exists but it’s way better than what I see on the screen and that’s the Truman Show right whereas everything I’m seeing on the screen is just to garner emotions or garner reaction from me but the actual world that exists beyond the screen is like a hundred or even a thousand times better than you know better than what I see on the screen meaning that it’s kind of like it’s kind of like saying I’m Truman locked in a locked up in a prison and I’m being influenced by this amazing world that’s beyond me so me that’s me applying the Truman Show to my reality right so and the only reason I’m doing this is because my cousin said it hasn’t rained in three months and I find it hard to believe not only that hasn’t rained but it rained this morning when he decided to come up here so which one am I no I’m not going to choose the first one right because I already made that ch I already said I already realized that yeah i mean for me to get caught up in those narratives it’s going to affect my reality in a negative way so that’s why I’m already not doing that right i’m going to not accept i’m already you know moving away from giving attention to YouTube and any doom groom stuff i’m not looking at that no more because it’s like nah no you’re just trying to fuck with me right number two it doesn’t exist see I’m probably going in d I’m probably going in that in that direction but in a sense whereas I’m not going to say put it down completely right all right i’m going to ride it like a bicycle so it’s not going to like control me i’m going to spend my time doing my physical reality and when I use the screen it’s most likely just to watch myself or do this right here talk to me right or watch some entertainment but realistically it doesn’t exist means I should just not get any of it attention unless it’s only for myself only myself and so um me saying I’mma ride it like a bicycle is is saying that okay instead of walking or sitting still I’mma ride it like a bicycle i’mma give it a little bit of attention i’mma I’mma get a little bit of sauce from it so I can do these little you know what I’m saying i need something to talk about all right but right now I’m I’m I’m inspired to talk because of something I had in my physical experience which is my cousin showing up and you know he brought his son that was really that was like the best part you know what I’m saying to see that one-year-old and like you know give him a little fist bump and see his smile and his his eyes and his like this bright light and I was like “Yo that’s a gift.” you know the gift to see the youngest in the bloodline you know so um and so and then the three months thing though I was like “Oh hold up hold hold up homie.” Cuz I can’t imagine three months of no rain like it’s just like that is that is a that is that’s that’s He’s that He went too far with that that’s You going too far that’s unbelievable that’s unbelievable because And that’s when I realized wait it wasn’t like that for me the only time it stopped raining is when the inet said there was a drought and I believed it so number three is the Truman Show now the Truman Show says that um the world is like a thousand times better than what I’m seeing on the screen and you know like I don’t know what to say about that you know i don’t know what to say about that because um I really like the world my world you know my experience of the world the way it is but to think that it’s actually could be better and it’s but I have to like discover it somehow or it has to reveal itself to me you know kind of like how Truman had to go through what he had to go through and figure that out right which is like it would be a quest it would be just something that I don’t know man I’m satisfied with how reality is so it’s like okay the world is better out there but you know what I’m good I’m good I don’t need to discover that i mean it’s nice to It’s nice to think that way basically cuz then I don’t have to be worried about my family and friends and stuff that they’re in a fucked up world basically anyone I interact with they’re in an amazing world and I’m the one who is like going through the motions you know doing all this grinding and stuff which I don’t think it’s grind i think it’s just me you know cuz guess why why I don’t think it’s grinding because what I see on the screen is telling me no my life is better right but then if it’s all false and the actual world is actually thousand times better than what I see on the screen then it’s like um I’ll get there when the time is right is what I’ll say about that so So that I just wanted to like lay that out only because of what my cousin said today all right um now so you know him coming up here all right let’s just say now all right let’s just let’s let’s just say that okay it is true what he said about there’s three months of no rain but then he decides to come up here is that’s him making it rain for himself right cuz he w he watches my videos so then he would see me going through the motions as far as make it rain he knows I can do it because you know he know what he knows right so then he’s like “Okay well shit if he’s making it rain up there all I have to do is go up there and then it’ll rain for me.” Which is what he did right so now in O Rios it’s most it’s most likely going to keep raining just because he came up here and collected the rain spirit and brought it back to Orio with him so Otio is not going to have a drought but just because he did that see that’s a really great way to look at it that’s the That’s version one the version one that says is true everything that he says I see on the screen is true and then he’s now um using he’s he’s using his own magic his own spirit to manifest rain for himself in Orios you know what I’m saying i like that yeah so another thing that came up today so moving on to a different topic so you know the villa here there hasn’t been a guest in a very long time right and before that there was always guests every single week there was at least one guest especially local guests right and because of that every time someone uses if they stay one night you know the next day I change the toilet paper in the bathroom so anytime a guest stays I always clean and put a brand new roll of toilet paper so this means that because there was always guests coming through I always had toilet paper because obviously you know you know I have toilet paper to replace it and if I don’t I go to the shop and buy it you know why because the guests came and paid me cash so now I have the cash I go buy toilet paper and I I always buy like five or six of them so it’s not like I’m going to buy one and replace it i’m going to buy five or six of them so I always have toilet paper now I’m currently operating from zero meaning I don’t have no cash but I have everything I need here there’s nothing that I need to buy i have food i have everything so I’m probably I’m pretty comfortable with the no cash however I noticed that cuz I’m looking at I’m saying okay I can operate like this no cash for like about six weeks you know i’m looking at about six weeks of Okay I can because I’m looking at the food basically you know like certain foods that I need I’m going to have to reup on in about six weeks which is when I go back to the grocery store so I’m giving myself six weeks to operate with no cash right but then I realize oh wait the toilet paper could run out that’s funny as fuck right cuz like I have money i have no I don’t have money i have everything I need except for the toilet paper could run out because I didn’t really you know of course I always had toilet paper but now it’s just me and you know it’s already like you know maybe a couple of rolls left right so I was thinking about like wow so how do I handle that but then I remembered right that where the toilet pit is now is a cave right it’s a cave and the toilet pit was built on top of a cave now before we had a inside toilet Right i remember the first few years of me growing up here maybe about for the first three or four years I have memories of an outside toilet now there’s outside the school I went to had an outside toilet for many many years we had an inside toilet um but when I went to school I always used the outside toilet to the point where my son who went to school the same school I went to and this is in the 2000s right like this cuz he was born in 200 something and he went to the same school I went to in the 2000s they still had an outside toilet and he got to experience that and then like maybe after a year they built an inside toilet so then so then so then when I was coming up there was an outside toilet here and what that is is like a nice wooden structure right built on top of a big hole and in our in our case it was a cave and outside the toilet building are specific plants that you can use those leaves as toilet paper so when you go use the bathroom you just break the leaves you go inside the outside toilet and use the bathroom so today when I’m thinking “Oh shit I run out of toilet paper.” I realized like “Okay well I could use leaves.” But then I realize okay I don’t know which I don’t know which leaves it is and even if I did you’re really supposed to use them like from the tree when they’re green you know you know that’s like I could but basically there was no way for me to say oh I I can I can um use leaves instead cuz I don’t have I don’t mind using leaves but then there’s no way to have the leaves inside the house there’s no way to so I was like okay so the leaves was not an option plus I I don’t remember what leaves it is but I could ask one of my neighbors or whatever somebody and they would tell me which one it is but then it doesn’t matter because well I mean I could essentially plant it right outside close to the bathroom right so I just go outside and pick and then go inside and use it i didn’t think of that today but here’s what I came up with right well if I need toilet paper I can go to the shop and give it and get it on credit right i was just like “Yo I need toilet paper i’ll pay you later.” Yeah no problem but then I was like “Okay but why am I forced to remember this detail about the leaves and the outside toilet?” You know why am I why am I why am I in a zone where I have to think about that in a serious way i think you know what it is let’s go to option number three the option number three that says everything I’m seeing on screen there’s a world that is way better than a thousand times better than what I’m seeing on the screen and I’m going to say that in that world they use leaves not toilet paper now I just came up with that from turning on this camera right yeah man yeah man yeah man yeah man so that’s good you see camera has a purpose okay so now that’s clear what else I want to think well that’s it right ah clean slate again i’m back to a clean slate that’s nice last night was amazing the rain hours of rain water soaked into the ground today I planted the string beans so that’s another program okay so I have I have that’s another magic for the rain right so we have the the pumpkin seeds on top of the mountain we have the the ba the singing the dancing in the cave and bathing in the cave we have sweet corn because I spent all the money I had on sweet corn and I planted half the pack i used up all the space I had I could find to plant sweet corn and I still have half the pack left which means that’s a lot of sweet corn like I’m going to get a lot of sweet corn out of this out of this pack so it’s definitely worth the money and I didn’t have any space left to plant string bean but today I I have some corn coming up and I mow the corn and while I was mulling the corn I was able to create some space and um I have space i created space to plant string bean and so I planted a lot of string bean today so the the whole thing about planting string bean is that I declared that I was on the o opposite side of debt and you know my reality was like fuck that’s way too powerful i don’t want this nigga to be on the other side of debt like everybody’s in debt he’s going to fucking you know what I’m saying that kind of shit so then my reality came up with a way to drag me to drag me a put take my foot pick my foot not me because motherfuckers owe me more than I owe right so so like so like right now I owe nothing right but once the string bean grows I owe let’s say a th000 Jamaican dollars however I have like 8,000 indebted to me so basically by me owing a th000 while others owe me 8 is it 8,000 or 10,000 right it’s kind of like saying I have my finger or my foot on the other side of debt and my reality needs that because me having no debt is way too powerful so the string beans that I planted are not supposed to grow because they’re not kept in the right way however they’re going to grow because why because my reality needs my foot in the door as far as in debt because my reality needs my foot in debt so much the spring bean has to grow and the spring bean definitely needs rain to grow so I got four days of rain that I asked for and so that but now you know it’s going to continue so basically this whole So here’s the thing right I’m looking at the drought thing is a false narrative so what what version is that is that version number that’s version number three all right three that says “Oh so now we’re over three again.” That says that the world is way better than what I’m being presented and I’m being presented a false narrative to garner as punishment or something or garner energy or whatever it is you know kind of like the same thing as version two which says that none of this exists and it it it’s only given me when I it’s only like every none of it exists however if I give the screen attention then that’s why it exists if I and then if I want to play that game I just stop giving intention which I’m kind of going that direction actually saying man this is some highly um esoteric way of um looking at life you know what I’m saying this is highly esoteric baby but you know it works it’s me not leaving any loopholes you know it’s This is me locking every door that exists yeah or Yeah that’s pretty much that’s what it is